~ My Eternal Smile ~

Baby, look into my eyes...
See yourself there where you live
projected straight from my heart.
You tell me maybe I'd be happy
without you.
Maybe without the worry of our someday
you think I would be able to smile.
All I know is that you are my reason to smile.
It's like I have lost all sight for anyone but you~
All taste for anything that is not you...
I cannot even hear the voices of other men anymore.
Baby, its you.
When I can't sleep
its you that gives me peace.
When I can't fight anymore
and my arms are so tired
its you that gives me strength.
You are the first thing that touches my mind in the morning
and the last thought that kisses my eyelids goodnight.
I do worry about our someday~
I wonder when, where, how and most of all
will I make you as happy for the rest of your life
as you've made me in these few short months?
I wonder when you are silent if you want me in your life
or if I am simply a distraction.
And when I tell you how much I need you here in my arms
and that I can't wait until you come here,
and you say nothing,
I wonder if I am living a fantasy.
Then like you read my mind you assure me that you too
dream of that day when we can finally touch.
If you leave me I will somehow find a way through
but I will never find a man who loves me like you have.
I will never know what the touch of real love feels like
or how my body and heart reacts
to your lips
and those eyes.
I won't worry about the future,no,
because I won't care what or who is there is waiting for me
if it isn't you.
Baby, if you fall out of love with me
and no longer want to spend your life with me
then go.Please.
I don't want to waste a second of your life on Love
if I don't make you as happy as possible.
I don't want to be your regret.
I couldn't stand myself if I made you anything less than so very happy.
But if you feel that I am the one,
that you want to be with me until your last breath
as I want you to be with you,
and you feel that your love for me is bigger
than your fear of it
than hold onto me baby.
Please.
Don't take away my reason for smiling
or   the only man who has seen inside my heart
and loved what you saw and not tried to change what is there.
Hold onto me baby and never let go
because I want you forever.
In all this confusing,worry and stress
my love for you is the only thing that makes perfect sense.


~ Stacy J Roosa

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