Life Through The Eyes of Stacy

As night closes in I find myself in the same place as I have been so many nights before... Feeling lonely and misunderstood, broken and irreparable, I look to Him for an answer~ For he is my Love, my baby, my world. I ask him so honestly, "How are you so certain that tomorrow I will love you? How do you make yourself believe that I will not go away and abandon you and our Love?" Speaking of Love itself, with a tone so loving and untouched by frustration, He explains what love is as if talking to someone who has never before felt it... He tells me all of the ways he knows I love him... He reasons that this kind of love does not just go out like a light~ It will not be extinguished except if by the worst kind of damage that only lying or cheating could do. "I can see it there in your eyes, how you look at me." He says, "Its there in the way you listen as I talk. Not just to what I am saying but my words and the way I express myself. I feel it w...

Sometimes when a person falls out of love there are no warning signs. It just seems to turn off as quickly as it came on...The other person is always left to gather up the pieces of their heart with so many huge question marks that may never get answered like "When did you stop loving me?", "What did I do wrong?" "Why didn't I notice?". Then sometimes when we look back signs do appear. Little things, big things, things that seemed normal at the time but now make sense that were part of a deeper meaning. Maybe he stopped trying hard.  There were no more early morning or late night chats. Suddenly he has excuses for why his once unlimited attention is now being swallowed up many other things. And its not as if you wanted him to be at your beckon call, but you wanted to feel special again. You want what he gave you to begin with or at least a fraction of it. Why is it that we always do the worst thing, we blame ourselves. Maybe he thinks he loves you ...

A poem to me by Jesse  Love looking at me I look at her and see Her looking back at me. I see the wonder and love there As if I am looking at a mirror. I see that glow from those eyes. They are blue. No, they are green. I see a wonderful soul Lost in my eyes. We share a look that shows our love. A love that has blossomed from nothing As if it was always meant to be; A love that was missing. We both feel our love so sweet. I know that we are one. I feel it everyday When I look into those eyes. I can sit and feel her love oozing from her stare. The love that I need, the love that I am longing for. Yet as we are not near each other... Yes we have miles between us. Even though it is so I see that love as if it was right next to me. I can look at that face To see my love returned to me. I know it is there, I see it in those eyes. I love her and she loves me. I know this is true. I know this bec...