~Letting Go Does Not Mean Giving Up~
Ugh....Where do I start? It's never been this difficult to gather up my emotions and thoughts... I'm a mix of so many feelings that both fight and compliment one another... I guess I'll start with the facts... Almost a year ago Jesse, myself and the kids took the 3,000 mile journey by SUV from Massachusetts to California... Without getting into specifics, Jesse and I decided that leaving the drama behind was best for the kids and for ourselves. Of course it wasn't an easy decision. We had to say very difficult goodbyes to family and close friends. We each had to sell all the belongings that wouldn't fit in and on top of our car. Still, I knew then as I do now that things can be replaced... Our kids childhood could not. It hasn't been easy here. While Jesse is near his family and I see that his happiness is great, It takes time to get used to a new place. I still have great anxiety going out into the world here. It's busier and bustling with a lot m...